Mud Blog

i was born me

i was born cis i was born a boy. i was born valiant and hopeful. i was born courageous, unwavering to the indifference of so called flesh. i was born callous to what i didn’t know, lest it corrupt who i was born to be. i was born bourgeois. arrogant and selfish beyond my recognition. i was forever, gods chosen boy.

i became me

i grew ill of my masculine, and fell all too in love with the analgesia of girl. i became anxious. fraught with ideas everyone thinks of me and shivering like a feral dog. i became one with flesh, never for light to shine again. i severed a tie, and the frays singed.

i am born to become

never too ill of crass and moronic. yet all too demure and self absorbent. im scared, but never faltering. i am weak, yet mountains bow in my wake. i loath where i was, but to forget your past is to reject the future. to become is to be born.

genesis and another day. never forget.